Is a Problem or Compliment ?

I am wondering about the art of Panic. Is panic means a person is busy enough and fully handling his/her tasks perfectly ? A conclusion from me, will be ' The bright side & dark side of Panic' .

The good side may be "The person is really doing his/her tasks, that make the person not even have a second to breathe."
The dark side might be "The person fail to handle his/her tasks, so he/she can't breathe at all."

Good or bad is depends on perception and the final result. After all hard works, if the result is nothing that means "The Art of Panic, first statement is applied", whereas, if something in return which means "You are panic in the correct path!!!"

A moment like Now

Mentally tiredness is more suffer than physically tiredness. Disappointing is because of the inability to be that good and less of recognition. She might look cheerful but actually she lack of sense of security and self-confident. Refuse to be the oblivion one, but it always happen that make her becoming greedy for attention. Thus, she always try her best to shine, try to be one of the star on the sky. A sudden of tiredness pass-by her and make her day 'down'.

So, she planned to be the best of herself. She might not get any recognition, any good comment, any attention; she just want to do something she wants and she should. Popularity is something strange for her, she knew it; sadly, she want it, but she can't. Thus, what she can do now is "Do It" regardless of rewards because as usual, she seldom get the "reward". She always hope, through her hard-work to go further miles, she will finally reach the sea but seem like the wave is playing with her.

The Strongest weapon

"There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action."
by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe quotes

Beach

At Tanjong Jara Resort now!! Not vocation but training again. Nice beach, windy, I achieved one of my dreams again, to stay nearby the sea. Training at TJR for 10 weeks, I think it is sufficient for me. Happy with almost everything except for internet. No internet in staffs quarter!! Sad :

I like the beach at TJR, it is so smooth, it attracted my bare feet to walk on it. Today, suppose is the first training day, but it turned to be the second day of photography session. Official start training by tomorrow :) Thus, my friend and I utilized the day to walk along the beach and took photos under the hot sun at about 2pm!!!

Actually, my friend and I cannot control ourselves to keep on take photos once we stepped in TJR. I, personally have the desire to take photos once I saw cow, goats, especially the sea along the journey.

During my way to come TJR, I passed by Kuantan, It remind me of my friends and all happy moments when I was having second training at Vistana Kuantan. Miss them and there so much!!!! Hope I can learn and enjoy to the maximum at Tanjong Jara Resort :)

It is a P7000!!!

Finally, Nikon P7000 is on my hand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love and Thanks my Mum~~~
Nikon P7000 is just so cool for me, it just like a smaller version of DSLR!!!
I was just playing with the manual mode, try to control the Shutter speed and Aperture value. However, as a very beginner,somehow, I failed it, but, I will put effort to learn it!!!

My neighbor, who work at the camera shop as part-timer, asked me :
" Why don't you buy a DSLR? , it can change lenses, so that you can explore more about camera."
I agree with him, but I have make this choice for 2 months, and I know my needs and wants, a compact digital camera can satisfied me more than enough. I am not willing to carry a big and heavy DSLR along my trip, I am not that enthusiastic to photography. What I have about photography is passion and interest.

Photography, for me, it is not only a skill that I want to learn. I also would like to make us my Nikon P7000 to capture all happy and memorable moments with my family, friends and places.
In future, I want to show my parents those happy scenes to remind them the happiness; to share my "past" with my kids. Even though, it is just a dream now, I believe that I can make it TRUE, at least first step is done, my lovely Nikon P7000!!!!

Emotion

Emotion, emotional. It used to be just a word to describe ladies, now, it can be used to describe gentleman as well. There are 6 top reasons of stress which are, relationship, finance, health, career, safety and home. For my situation, mainly is due to career (I think so~~~). Everyone is emotional, we can't prevent the "emotional feeling", but we can control our action, to ensure our actions are not emotional affected.

Please do not release our emotional actions to people surrounding us, because they do not deserve or get paid for that service. I like to stay alone when I feel myself becoming emo, to control my actions, or I will share my problem with some trust-able friends.

If we do feel guilty after our emotional action that hurt others, for my opinion, we have no intention to do it.
However, if we do not feel guilty and believe that we are 100% correct, then, I am speechless about it.

2D1N Trip

Port Dickson 2 days 1 night trip on 10th and 11th June 2011!!! This is our diploma final semester break vacation. I, personally have fun at there but the fun mostly not because of the venue, is about people. During the Port Dickson trip, we were playing like crazy people, I still can remember how other people look at us when we were playing volley ball at the sea. We used force to carry and buried our friend with sand. A lot of thing that all about fun.
However, I felt sad and disappointed about the beach and the sea. The beach is not clean, I found broken glasses, plastic bags and sharp stone that hurt my feet and my palm was cut by broken shell. The sea is dirty, it may due to the nearby mining factory that caused water pollution. Port Dickson, one of the travel spot in Malaysia, it used to be fantastic and a good place for local people and tourists to enjoy the sea. At last, it turned to be a "dirty beach" and no-one dare to swim there.
Please, love our land, our country and our beloved earth. Support GREEN!!!!!!